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Adam Failure - 7/18/2008 11:45:10 PM
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adamf9898
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This is a email I sent to this girl who likes me and was suppose to enjoy the day with her...but instead my actions were otherwise...
things she wanted me to do was like watch a movie with her or go to the mall with her, I just do not know why my heart is so hardened...and why I am so selfish and stubborn...
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Please forgive me...
...I am sorry for my actions and my choices...I...just have no love within me...I have hardened my heart and also rejected not only love but also the ones who love me...and myself...and God
This is why I do not want to get involved....because I know I will somehow end up hurting you...and I did not mean to do it on purpose,
I know I hurt you because I lied to you so many times today when you kept asking me if I would do things with you...
...but yet...I am so selfish and stubborn and still made my choice...that I know is wrong.
I just did not have or think of anything ... at all ... to say... not just to you, but to anyone.... I honestly do not know what my problem is....I realized today that by my actions ... I have chosen to tear down myself and my soul and hurt my loved ones and disobey God... I am so sorry for the way I am...
...I know if I cannot love myself, than I cannot love.
Yes, I admit, I have self problem issues and very low self esteem... and yes I know and admit I am a sinner and I am not perfect.
Go ahead call me crazy...I was meant to fail.
I am not wanting or looking for anyone to feel sorry for me, so please do not....just keep praying for me!!!
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/19/2008 12:33:09 AM
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I guess the first question is are you a christian? Did you give your life to Christ and ask Him to be the Lord over your life? If the answer is "No", then it will be hard to get this life of yours straightened around. If the answer is "Yes" then you need to start finding out what the bible says about who you are in Christ.
We all come into our walk with Christ believing lies about ourselves and people around us, we can only know the truth when we are willing to put that truth before ourselves and examine what we believe in it's light. I used to have a hard heart as well and like you I knew that I would hurt people even if I didn't mean it. We act out of what we believe and if we believe lies then that is what we make our decisions on. The truth is in the bible, let it shape your mind and heart. The bible says to guard your heart for out of it flows the issues of life. Jesus said out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth will speak. A good man will speak out of the good treasure he has stored up in his heart. Watch what you choose to dwell on, what you choose to think, watch, listen to, believe. God will remove your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh, but it will take time and that time must be spent with Him.
If your not ready for a relationship, then don't pursue one.
Father, I thank You that You know Adam, You know him better than anyone else does. I ask Father that You heal Adams heart. Help him on this journey of walking with You. Sweep away the dirt from his life and teach him to walk in Your ways. Teach him to love others the same way You love him. In Jesus name
Amen.
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/19/2008 5:32:51 AM
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Our Holy Father,
You know Adam better than anyone else.
May he see your love and how you forgive our sins, no matter what they are.
May Adam's heart be filled with love for you.
May he have the healing in his heart that only you can give.
May he be filled with peace and joy from you Father God.
May Adam know that to walk with you is the only walk he needs.
We thank you for Adam Father God.
We ask this in Jesus Name, Amen
Connie Lou
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/19/2008 9:04:43 AM
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quote:
ORIGINAL: conrack50
Our Holy Father,
You know Adam better than anyone else.
May he see your love and how you forgive our sins, no matter what they are.
May Adam's heart be filled with love for you.
May he have the healing in his heart that only you can give.
May he be filled with peace and joy from you Father God.
May Adam know that to walk with you is the only walk he needs.
We thank you for Adam Father God.
We ask this in Jesus Name, Amen
Connie Lou
Amen. This is my prayer, too.
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/20/2008 8:52:12 AM
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praying for you
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/20/2008 7:25:43 PM
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In agreement with the above prayers...
I am praying for you..
kc
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/22/2008 11:01:28 AM
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things are just not working out.... im just not good with people, i cant even get along with my parents, who i still live with
well... weird thing but good i suppose.... i have come to think this:
i was born in hell so that i may know that God's words and ways of eternal life is through praying through Jesus Christ who saves us from the evil one by obeying, praying, talking, teaching, praising, God's Words to others with the confidence of hope to walk in faith and to love, but the greater of these is love!
We ARE GOD'S people!!!
Depart/stay AWAY from evil and do GOOD forEVERm0re!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
< Message edited by adamf9898 -- 7/22/2008 2:30:59 PM >
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RE: Adam Failure - 7/22/2008 11:35:59 PM
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I am still praying for you..Just keep doing what you are doing and God will continue to work on you. Give him all your problems and just surrender it all, he will change you! Ask him for guidance, be specific in your prayers and what you are wanting or needing. He will answer! In his timing of course, but he will answer. Keep doing what you are doing!!
I am praying for you...
kc
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