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I don't like my family. - 7/11/2008 5:35:27 PM
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beachcooky
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My whole family has treated me wrong. It wasn't until tonight, I decided I need prayer.
I was sexually abused when I was ten or eleven. When I first got sexually abused, my mom blamed me because I didn't tell her sooner. My abuser was still in my life, my parents didn't stop him from seeing me, after they found out too. He's my cousin. He wasn't allowed to go to my house, but I had to see him most of the time.
At age dad, my dad used to beat me. It's been going on for 9 years. I've received several bloody noses. I was the one who was punished for it. I was told that it was my fault that my dad beat me. Even doctor's said that I need to shape up. And they didn't even say anything to my dad.
Overall, I've had a ton of hatred towards my family. I now have post traumatic stress disorder because of the incidents I've had with my dad & cousin...and that will never go away. I was the only one who got punished. I left home, I didn't come back until 2006. My dad still lays his hands on me, but whatever.
Both my parents (I'm 19) look upon my little brother who's 16. They are always praising him and stuff. And they don't even give me a second glance most of the time. They tell my brother he's amazing, he's so talented, etc etc. But for me, they give me no praise. I've been through a lot. I became a Christian 2 years ago, and since then, I've changed for the better.
But the hatred is still there. I am so numb.
Can people pray for me so I can eventually forgive my family?
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RE: I don't like my family. - 7/11/2008 5:58:54 PM
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kyl
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Lord Please help beachcooky.
Help her to heal from the pain and continue to go forward with you in her life.
Lord I pray she will will develop a stable,strong,loving and faithful relationship with you.
Draw her to you Lord and give her the strength and love she needs to grow into the woman you want her to be.
Lord I pray she continue to focus on your word,your truth and your everlasting love
Help her Lord
In Jesus name
Amen
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Psalm19:14 May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing in your sight,
O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.
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RE: I don't like my family. - 7/11/2008 6:07:31 PM
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LilyoftheVallie
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Lord, help keep Katie strong. Father God I ask you to give her the strength and fatih to forgive her family and abuser. I pray for her comfort in you Lord and continued faith. May she be bold to step out and minister to those in need and become fully obedient to you. Thank you for her life and faith. I pray she is healed. Thank you Jesus. In your name. Amen.
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RE: I don't like my family. - 7/11/2008 7:51:15 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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I am so sorry you have been treated this way and that you are going through this..God loves you and we love you! Just try to remember, I know it is hard to forgive but let God carry that
burden for you and just forgive them, God will handle them in the end for all their wrong doing!
I am praying for your safecty and protection over you..
Is there anyway at all that you can live out on your own or move with another family member somewhere else?
I am praying for you..
kc
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RE: I don't like my family. - 7/11/2008 9:23:04 PM
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beachcooky
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quote:
ORIGINAL: Itlyn1kc
I am so sorry you have been treated this way and that you are going through this..God loves you and we love you! Just try to remember, I know it is hard to forgive but let God carry that
burden for you and just forgive them, God will handle them in the end for all their wrong doing!
I am praying for your safecty and protection over you..
Is there anyway at all that you can live out on your own or move with another family member somewhere else?
I am praying for you..
kc
I left a while ago. But I can't move in with any family members, because they're all against me. Like, they seriously think it's my fault. I mean, of course I acted bad. But no, I shouldn't be blamed because of my Dad's actions. That's all him. And I don't want to move in with friends, because they're bad influences haha. So I'm just waiting until I'm done with college.
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RE: I don't like my family. - 7/12/2008 8:28:40 AM
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peaceofGod
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quote:
ORIGINAL: kyl
Lord Please help beachcooky.
Help her to heal from the pain and continue to go forward with you in her life.
Lord I pray she will will develop a stable,strong,loving and faithful relationship with you.
Draw her to you Lord and give her the strength and love she needs to grow into the woman you want her to be.
Lord I pray she continue to focus on your word,your truth and your everlasting love
Help her Lord
In Jesus name
Amen
Amen. This is my prayer, too.
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Jn 14:27;Php 4:6-8 Peace
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