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drmomjoyce -> RE: Calling all Aussies and Kiwis and their admirers (8/4/2008 8:56:06 PM)
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I wrote this on my blog today about where we are. As you can read today was a wonderful day with some beautiful realizations. Some days I am overwhelmed with being where I am in life. Especially where we both are today in life. And today it struck me so much that it brought tears to my eyes. Ok I was reading a book which brought me to tears too but at the same time Bubba’s situation also sprung up tears too. Over the last week I have noticed how much he has progressed in his development since he came home. But today it really hit me how normal he is becoming. His play is so appropriate. He was happily kicking around a little plastic container as if it was a soccer ball, sometimes high and sometimes low. But he just kept on with kicking. And it struck me that God has provided for him the stability and the normality of life to give him the chance to experience safely, love, joy, stability, consistency, the same bed at night, the same house, the same backyard, the same piano … that everyday he can move forward. His imagination is growing in leaps and bounds.. so much joyful stuff that I get to see. And I sat there with tears of joy to realize that God took him out of foster care and said “here is your forever Mum and forever life, never to be shipped around again”. What a beautiful thing to realize and what a beautiful gracious gift Bubba has received. On the flip side, how much our lives have been so stable in comparison to him and to so many others who will spend part or maybe all their life in foster care, never to be able to call anything or anyplace or any person - theirs. My heart hurts for them – while at the same time rejoices for him and for me that we get to enjoy our lives so much Edited to give some background for people reading who dont know our situation - my Bubba came home 5 months ago as an almost 4 yo to be adopted by me, a single parent.
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