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_MavericK_ -> RE: Xtreme Prayer and Praise Reports (3/25/2008 1:01:24 PM)
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Prayin' ya'll... Ok, guys... Jared and I need prayer big time. Last night he --- probably unintentionally --- hurt my feelings so badly that I was ready to send him a nasty email today and tell him exactly what I thought of his attitude and that I did NOT have to be treated like a commodity. But several things happened since then that made me feel like such a loser for even thinking that... I know my boy. I know he would never hurt anyone --- especially a close friend --- on purpose. He's having so much trouble right now... he's closing himself up to keep up his "Mr. Perfect" image that everyone so idols. But I know him... and I think he's slowly suffering a mental breakdown. He's under so much stress, both from his parents and himself, that he can't even sleep at night. He wants to stay the golden boy that everyone knows... He doesn't understand that we (or I at least) love him not because he's perfect, but because he tries SOOOO hard to be... I realized how shallow I was for wanting to make him feel as badly as I did last night... he needs prayer, love, and support--- not his best friend turning her back on him. So please, please pray that I can love him fully even though he's being unlovable. And please pray for his peace of mind before he breaks down... and that he'll know we all support him. Thanks...
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