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RJR_fan -> RE: Older (Returning) Student Support Thread (5/4/2008 6:23:14 AM)
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I've been struggling mainly because I'm not as involved in church ministries & bible studies like I'd been for so many years, so I feel disconnected. I have a "Calvinist rosary." In 1996, I took a deck of 100 index cards, and wrote on each a word or phrase that summarized an aspiration. As part of my devotions, I cycle through these before the Lord. The first card, and therefore also the last, is for WISDOM. Many of the other things I'm praying for are different facets of a career as a writer. Some of my cards have been "retired." God gave us two more healthy children, for example. Other cards have been shelved for the moment. I am not praying to become a house group leader at this point of my life, although that yearning used to consume me. Russian can wait. Those cards rest in the fireproof box with our mortgage papers. After I complete my doctorate, that card will join the "retired" cards, and God and I will talk some more about home-based ministry. Time is God's way to keep everything from happening at once. I can't do everything at every stage of my life. Different seasons require different diligences, and different neglects. I hope to rake the leaves off my yard soon, for example, but dare not neglect my wife!
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