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BlackCloud -> can someone pray for me? (4/22/2008 12:52:54 AM)
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Dear all I am very upset and tired to trust the Lord. I don't want these, but I use to. When I get back once again to the church, I lost my girlfriend, but I miss her. In the past, I face many many problems, although I overcome them, I am so tired on these. My theological and medical knowledges can not answer these, just God had his aims. So many years the answers is same, even go to the counselor, I always ask why me? Why suffering? Sins? or Self-centred? Or learn something? Some may be. Some are not. Is God really exist? In bible, the faith, hope and God's empowering can find in the Lord and prayer. Actually, it seems no hope in the Lord (even He claims He is omnipower, my brain tells me He can). I really really question is He be trusted, or ignored. Continue to trust Him, sufferings and displeases continues, do not trust Him or leave the church, I know no god is real other than Him and still sufferings. How can I decide?
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