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selahgirl -> RE: i need some prayers (4/22/2008 1:20:56 PM)
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I'm really truly sorry <3 That's some really tough stuff to not only go thru but to endure. Cuz it's not like okay, it's over and I made it through... it involves some things that are gonna be painful for a while before things get better. But it sounds like you did the right thing, and because you did God will bring you peace in the midst of so much chaos. Going against the ones we love, with serious issues, things that would lead someone to take their life, is something most people simply don't get. It's really really hard to cross that line and do what is right and necessary for everyone's good -- even when the result is that you become very unpopular with the people that you love the most. It does make you feel alone. It hurts *period* But you are not alone. Those words sound so small, but God sees you. He sees just how deep that thing cut to your heart. And he is not going to just stand there and do nothing. You're his baby. He is working diligently behind the scenes to heal you and the people you love, and to restore all that is good and right in your life. Know that. You already do, but hold on to that. I wish I had your courage and your strength. You're amazing. You've done what many wish they could bring themselves to do. God is your rewarder. He will not forget your faithfulness and the right heart that you have fought against much emotion to walk in. Love to you Father, put your arms around this amazing woman of God. You see right into her heart and her thoughts and her emotion... you know her motives and her pain. Speak your wisdom and your strength to her. Refresh her spirit and fill her with a fresh measure of faith and confidence in you. Comfort the hurt that she is feeling as her family is angry with her for intervening on their behalf. Restore the relationships in this family, and heal this Dad body mind and spirit. Save her family from destruction and from every evil thing the enemy has plotted against them. In the name of Jesus. Give her your wisdom and your mercy, your kindness and your heart to speak to her family and to communicate your love to them. Help her know when to be bold and firm, and when to be submissive and patient. Guide her, comfort her, strengthen her. Fill the life of this family with Godly voices, Godly counsel... as individuals and as a whole, bind them together with your love Father. In the name of Jesus. We thank you Father. Let them know that you are very near to them, in the very room, available and full of compassion. Amen.
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