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Itlyn1kc -> RE: Anyone need prayer for depression? (5/5/2008 11:28:24 PM)
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I am praying for all who suffer from depression, God is the only way and can heal us of all things!! I am not depressed but I feel as though I am being pulled back and forth. I have become very focused on God and finally gotten to a better place. I listen to my christian talk radio to and from work, I am in my bible, I go to church and try to get involved (I could do better though), and I have gotten myself out of a situation that I know was wrong, but I keep being pulled back in and out of it. I feel as though I am going to anger the Lord, and that I will not have any answered prayer or blessings if I do not straighten my mess out. I am seeing a christian counselor who is great to be able to talk with and vent to, and it soooo helps! I am trying to do right and get on track, but I feel like I am sometimes in a fog, and really heartbroken over my situation. It is though I am dealing with a loss. But, am I losing my answered prayers and blessings, am I going to anger God? I know he knows my heart, I know he knows I do things out of concern and caring but it is not totally 100% right and I know that... Just pray for me, I almost feel like it is torture and I really need to hear God talk to me and just get me out of this. I talk to many people that say they hear God speak directly to them instantly, they have answered prayers immediately, why is it like that for all of them and not for me? I know its all according to Gods will, but I am really confused... Thanks everyone....just pray for me..... kc
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