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RE: Angry - 6/18/2008 10:11:20 PM
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angelbeams
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I wanted to suggest the book "Do You Think I'm Beautiful?" By Angela Thomas.
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RE: Angry - 6/19/2008 2:53:46 AM
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2tired
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I do so relate and feel the same you do. I know I have made the wrong choice in being with my husband for 20 years now. I saw the worning signs and still went on. I am living the consiquences and I need a break from the pain. It makes it so hard to believe there is a God. I too feel that the sinners are in the glory land and we suffer in the rotten pain do to our stupidity.
He is an evil mean person and it has gotten worse. I have made my mistakes but he dwels on them. And I try to move on. If I dwel on what he has done to me then I would be just as hateful as he is. I don't know where to turn or who to go for for help. I don't have friends and the people I know I don't want them to know the hell I live in. I hide the hurt and abuse from everyone. I don't make friends because I end up with more problems with him. I have been isolated from everyone and I have allowed this. I am so tired of living and dealing with this but I have four kids who need me. How do you get past this? I don't remember what it feels like to be happy. I don't know what it feels to have friends and have fun. My life is only him and the kids and I feel I am drowning in this world. I often ask where is God. When does he help and show me the way to something better or rather stronger to keep going and the strength to move on.
He laughs at pain and enjoys making me cry. I live not knowing what will happen next. I hate life. My kids say we have a broken family and why can't they have a nice dad. My can't we be a normal family like other people. I cant answere that because I feel the same. It has gotten so bad that my kids don't like inviting friends over either. Our lives revolve around only us. NO one visits us and we don't visit anyone. The only thing I have to look forward to is two weeks in the summer when I go to stay with my parents to take care of them so my sister could go on vacation. My father has alzimer and my mother needs help so I go. My kids and I enjoy the break but sometimes he makes it stressful because he calls all the time and thinks I could stay on the phone all night with him. If I don't answere the phone it gets worse. When does it stop.
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RE: Angry - 6/19/2008 7:28:08 AM
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MyGodYourGod
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2tired,
I'm so sorry for the pain you're dealing with....HUGS to you! I just want to tell you to go and get the book, "Love Must Be Tough" by Dr. James Dobson NOW!!! Read it and APPLY it. YOU'VE got to rescue YOURSELF; and trust me, with the help of God, you can do it. He will give you strength to make it through this! Don't allow your husband to "make you cry"...that's a sign of weakness, and that does nothing but encourages his behavior because it makes him feel powerful. Please, I urge you to get Dr. Dobson's book today and read it. I will be praying for you. ((((((HUGS))))))
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